An Organized Mess

I am a work in progress, learning to live outside my tame box and unmask my facade. I am always just being me, but learning to become a better version. This is where I make my organized mess with my thoughts/words, quotes I like, and whatever else I find (and decide to reblog) that tickles my fancy. And from time to time, it will get dirty up in here. But there is and isn't a method to my madness.

In revenge and in love, women are more barbaric than men.

Friedrich Nietzsche- Beyond Good and Evil 139 (via donttellmyboyfriend)

(via whispsofinvisibleme)

My therapist warned me that I would hate him because of the assignments he would give me. I’m only on the second one, and I already despise him.

My little world is collapsing and I can’t put it back up fast enough. And I grow bitchier as each day passes.

Defiance and refusal are tools I’d like to use. Because I’m well aware that I don’t have to do what I have been asked to do. The problem is this: Choosing not to do it only means I’m scared shitless. I’m too fucking scared to face my fears. Defying and refusing turns me into a little coward.

Right now, however, the coward is winning. Of course, it doesn’t help that the fear has paralyzed me every single time I’ve tried to do what I have been asked to do.

aseaofquotes:

Mark Haddon, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time

The damage was permanent; there would always be scars. But even the angriest scars faded over time until it was difficult to see them written on the skin at all, and the only thing that remained was the memory of how painful it had been.

Jodi Picoult